The book, The Pressure’s Off, by Larry Crabb. It’s a great and potentially life-changing book. The book is about wanting God and nothing less, realizing that not even God’s blessings will do. Only Jesus and intimacy with Him will bring us the satisfaction and freedom we long for. Here’s a quote:
We’re never more deceived than when we think we’re living for God but in fact are living for His blessings. When we persuade ourselves that our job is to pray properly, live morally, and love meaningfully, and that God’s job is to reward us with whatever blessings we most want, we’re deceived. We have a fleshly view of the Christian life. We live apart from grace.